8 more days of class, 3 days of finals-- christmas break, here i come!! in honor of my first partial day back in the swing of classes, i thought i'd post some random stuff-

1.) i hate texting lingo- you'll never catch me sending an 'lol', 'k' or 'lmao' text- if i do, i'm probably either a.) annoyed or b.) super pissed so you'd better run for the hills.

2.) there is no college team that i dislike more than Purdue- boiler down

3.) trying to come up with lists and/or ideas for birthdays or christmas are the hardest things for me to do

4.) i'm convinced that anyone and everyone around can tell when it's that time of the month for me because i'm constantly afraid that i'll be showing

5.) nail bitters are one of my biggest pet peeves

6.) i don't watch a lot of actual tv, but i do catch up on some missed tv online

7.) i can find anything to keep me from doing an ounce of homework or studying

8.) i write my best papers the night before something is due and when i haven't read the required reading

9.) i have been in school for forever, it seems, and i still don't know the best way to study for an exam

10.) i am 5 short months away from graduating and i have no clue what i want to do post-graduation

11.) my friends and family mean the world to me but i become slightly overwhelmed upon first spending time with them

12.) going along with what i just mentioned, after being around friends/family for more than 3 days, going back to my house and spending lots of time by myself makes me extremely lonely and very homesick

13.) i am in need of a break, desperately, a break longer than 3 school days

can't stop, won't stop

I am constantly pushing away boys who actually care because I am still in love with the one who doesn't.

It hurt me real bad when you left. I'm glad you got out, but I miss you. I've had a hole in my heart for so long. But I've learned to fake it and just smile along.

Sometimes it takes hitting rock bottom and hurting the only ones you love, to realize what you have become is not what you planned, and who you are is not who you like.

You showed me how to face the truth. Everything that's good in me, I owe all to you.

Sometimes no matter how much you like someone, they're just not good for you.

Time doesn't heal you when you're not ready to move on.

I believe in soul mates and in love. I think there are people who come in your life that are supposed to be there for a
reason, even if it's just for a short amount of time.

It's hard to wait around for something that could never actually happen. But it's even harder to give up, when you
know it's everything you want.