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so...how do you start your first blog post? do you ramble on and on and on and on and hope that people care about what's going on in your life? do you tell the whole world about your life, hoping that someone out there actually cares? absolutely not. let's be honest- as human beings, we're genetically programed to pretend like we care, but how many of us actually want to sit here and read, for who knows how long, about someone who only cares about themselves? i mean, if that's your sort of thing, then by all means, this blog is not for you. this blog is also not for those who are easily upset nor is it for those who are looking for someone optimistic. this is my life- it is neither perfect or "normal" but it's mine.

if you're looking for someone who writes of nothing but unicorns, puff pastries and rainbows- you've got the wrong door, and if you look up in the top left-corner of your screen, there's a nifty arrow pointing <--- way ( or simply press ALT + Left arrow), feel free to use it. buh-bye! and for those of you that have decided to stay- brace yourself, this may be a bumpy ride. this is my space, my place to vent and to ramble. for those of you nearest and dearest to me- you should be thankful! by putting my vents and rambles here, i'm saving you from meltdowns, frustrated and heated conversations and just random rants and rambles about anything and everything that pops into this crazy head of mine.

i promise to try and keep this clean- but i can't make any firm promises because often times when i get upset i can't censor myself, but i will do the best that i can, specifically for my family, if you ever stumble on to this. i will also try my hardest to update on the regular- but sometimes life gets in the way of things and messes that up, especially when you're a college student, going to school year round.

so this is it, this is me in all of my uniqueness, my wonderfulness. this is me trying to make it day to day without giving up on those dreams that i've worked so hard to get this close to. comments are always nice, especially positive ones.

love,

mojo