Friday, June 17, 2011

hello loverrrrrs!!!

i'm so sorry for my recent leave of absence, but.... my laptop officially crashed, again, so i'm borrowing my sister's laptop, which is very, very slow compared to mine (but i'm very thankful!!!), so the posts might be at a stand still for at least another week or so....

just a quick update on things- my internship is going well! really well, actually. today marks my second pay-day :) which definitely is a perk to this internship- being paid. experience-wise i'm learning a lot, i'm meeting a lot of nice, interesting people, oh! and i got a job offer!! :) my social-life is pretty much non-existent, at the moment. i did have lunch on tuesday with sam and then sam and i grabbed coffee yesterday afternoon as an excuse to get out of the office- sooo much fun! i'm so thankful that there is at least one person in this building that i can relate to :) soooo....yeah- i'm living for the weekends, which are typically pretty busy, at least socially, between trying to hang with friends and family, i keep a pretty busy schedule for the entirety of my weekends :) but i'm not complaining! it's my favorite part of the week!

and now on to some feelings....

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Some dance to remember. Some dance to forget.

“Never ignore a person who loves and cares for you, because one day you may realize that you’ve lost the moon while counting the stars.”
-John O'Callaghan 
*this is really, REALLY good advice, and some of you should take it into consideration...just a suggestion...

The most beautiful smile is the one that struggled through all the tears.

Forgive me because I am sensitive and unsure. Forgive me because I needed you to say something and you didn't say anything.  
*this is one of my BIGGEST frustrations right now, it makes everything so very hard

I am made one hundred percent of flaws, and I can promise there is not one ounce of perfection in me. But, good intentions hold me together, and I hope that counts for something.   

It's amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but its sad when the best of friends become two strangers.

Being a female is a matter of birth, being a woman is a matter of age, but being a lady is a matter of choice.

We humans have two great problems: First is knowing when to start, and second is knowing when to stop.

When I met him, it was like a shade going up in a dark room, the light suddenly pouring in. He understood
things about me, things no one else ever did, ever could. And then he was gone, just as suddenly, the room went dark again.

The smarter the woman is, the more difficult it is for her to find the right man.

Sometimes you have to be apart  from the people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less.
Sometimes it makes you love them more.

No matter what happens I'll make it. If I'm not happy I'll fake it. I've been through backstabbers, boys and lies. I got a whole list of folks I despise. So, if you got my trust don't lose it. If you got my love don't abuse it.

“It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything.”
-Fight Club

Addiction never ends well because eventually whatever was getting us high starts to hurt. Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit 
rock bottom, but how do you know when you're there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, 
sometimes letting it go hurts even worse. 
--Grey's Anatomy

When your throat starts to burn, and your heartbeat speeds up, when your stomach tightens, and your lungs 
close up, when your tears rush to your eyes faster than you ever dreamed possible, that's the worst pain you 
will ever feel. That's your heart breaking.
 
"I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you." 
--Dirty Dancing 
 
Sometimes in life you just have to accept the way things are, when you can't change them. It's hard, but you''ll either learn 
to let go, or you'll get used to it altogether. At the end of the day, it's all the same heartache, but it's how you deal 
with it that makes all the difference. 

Can’t lose what you never had, can’t keep what’s not yours, and can’t hold onto something that does not want to stay.

It's an interesting feeling to scroll through all the numbers in your phone and realize that there is no one who will understand.

you should always say yes to your happiness even if it means saying no to someone else.
 
I hope it's nice where you are, and i hope the sun shines, and it's a beautiful day. 

Letting go doesn't mean we don't care. Letting go doesn't mean we shut down. Letting go means we stop trying to force 
outcomes and make people behave. It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment. It means we stop trying to do 
the impossible–controlling that which we cannot –and instead, focus on what is possible. 
 
When things get awfully tiring, seek for silence. Most of the times, the loudest lessons are found at the most quiet corners of our lives. 

And don't apologize for all the tears you've cried, you've been way too strong now for all your life.

Sometimes you have to hurt someone’s feelings just to let them understand how it felt when they hurt yours.Sometimes things just don't work out. Sometimes you give someone everything, and end up with nothing.

 Sometimes the best way to get someone's attention is to stop giving them yours.

Our lives are shaped by those who refuse to love us.

the thing i love most about myself is being able to walk past people I know are talking about me and not letting it get to me, even when I know how harsh their words are.

the thing i love most about myself is...how much i care for others even when i'm hurting.

When a person cannot answer directly to your question, probably the answer is too painful for you to know or too hard for them to admit.

I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we're just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh, I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that's what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face.

You stole my heart, ripped it out, smashed it on the floor and I smiled because you touched me.

The most ironic thing of all is, I think this will be the most difficult breakup I ever go through, and we never even went out.

As in friendship so in love, we are often happier from ignorance than from knowledge.

love,     

 mojo 

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