Tuesday, May 31, 2011

la la la la la- lifeeee

You say you don't love him, but i see it in your eyes that you want him. I know that you need him, i can tell by the look on your face. When you see him, that you still care, i know somewhere in your heart you wish he was there.

No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it's by work. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice. - Matthew 10:32


 I just want to feel safe with someone, to not always be wondering how he feels about me, to not always be waiting for him to walk away, to not always wishing he would love me back. I need to be able to trust that a man is there for me for the right reasons, because he cares enough to be there.

If you want to know the nature of love, look at a person when they have nothing left to give. And if they keep giving beyond that point- that is love. To give when you don't have to, to love when you can't love, to reach out when your hands are so weary that you can't even lift them.

love is always a good thing, no matter how much it hurts. even after it's over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. and if you tell me differently, i will tell you that you were not truly in love

I’m so scared that one day you’ll finally feel the same about me, but I’ll have finally gotten over you. That’s why I can’t let go.

The thing is you make me happy. You walked in when it seemed like the rest of the world walked out. You were there. You are there. I never need to pretend when I'm around you, when I'm talking to you. when I'm with you. You're hilarious. You make me laugh, like, all the time. You seem to pick up when something is wrong with me, before anyone else. And you know exactly what to say to make it all okay, and even if it's only for a little while, it helps. I love you.

And it's been running through my head, all the things you ever said, and even though you don't feel the same, I wish for you everyday.

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livin for the weekendsssss. yes m'am.

love,

mojo

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